想回家

These days I can’t see any fire in me. I’ve been tired of the boring days in the campus. And I cannot think out a single thing that I like to do in Hangzhou. It used to be a beautiful city in my mind. But things change. Feelings change. The exciting feeling I had the first time I came here has vanished. Now, everything is more normal that it should be. I need to experience some thing new, and do some thing worth to do.

 

Time flies as I’ve entered the final year of my undergraduate study. I remember little about what has happened in the past four years. Last year seems to be centuries ago, needless to say the year before that. ZJG is described as a beautiful place by some people, and as a place lacks of culture by others. I used to agree with the latter, but now I force myself to agree about the forth. How regretful it would be if years later I recall that I’ve spent four years at a place that not worth to stay for such a long time! Yet I still have to admit that ZJG lacks of culture. It duplicates the western gardens and buildings and places them at a disharmonious place, distroying the environment which used to be the home of birds and fishes. Maybe years later, when trees grow big and when we who graduate from this university have capability to create value for the world, this campus will become truely beautiful instand of appearing to be, but not now.

 

Even though I say things bad about this campus, I may have gotten used to it, because now I feel fear when I think about my future when I will study in an unfamilar place. Even if I have taken so many risk these years, I still cannot overcome the fear of things I don’t know.

 

Anyway, I am not one who will be happy to spend a changeless normal life. I am looking forward to the changes.